Immediate Interests

The incident that took place at Xavier’s, Durgapur yesterday, speaks of how Educational Institutions in Durgapur have degraded over time. Reading in a college where a gang-fight is pretty common, I have started hating the mob-mentality strongly. A mob can never fight for a good cause, or bring solutions. What happened with Devasy yesterday is indeed unfortunate, but he was awaiting such a mishap. He may be a good administrator(some say, I don’t know, or can’t remember anything good he has done innovatively for the school, except for banning plastic bags inside campus!), but has the worst behavior there could be. He lacks decency, and isn’t farsighted. People who know him will agree with me. That isn’t my headache…people who live by the sword, die by them; it happens again and again. As it was featured in Star Ananda news channel, the teachers were worried about the school’s reputation going down the drains owing to the guardians and students.

According to some teachers, parents come and request time and again to tutor their sons, and even though they have no intentions of teaching, they are left with no choices but to provide tuitions when guardians fall to their feet. Partly it is true.

Leave out the extraordinarily gifted boys and the failing population of the class. For rest of them (which comprises most of the class), who would really feel the urge to take tuitions if taught adequately and carefully in class? Once the craze of reading in tuition classes had affected me in 7th standard, and when I realized that the teacher at school taught better than the one I joined, I left the tuition classes half way!

I have known teachers of the same school, some who have never tutored privately, and have sternly driven out boys seeking tuition from them; and someone, who has never tutored boys of the sections he taught in school, and has always maintained the same effort in private classes as in school. All cannot be as virtuous as them, I agree, but they shouldn’t, at least, turn their backs when such situations arise for students, where they are just half guilty.

Fear without love and respect can only bring out hatred. What left me disturbed wasn’t the incident, but the reaction of the ‘senior’ students of the same school. Whatever happens, they would be worst affected. Alas, they don't hold the maturity to realize that.  Parents, teachers, students, each group is so much disturbed at the other, resulting in the demise of modern-education, thus!

To the immediate interests of all the Netizens who use Chrome as their browser:

A certain malware called ‘Cyber Security’ is getting downloaded automatically from the Net. It presents itself as an antivirus, and is irremovable. It has already affected a few of my friends and me, and I had to format my machine. It decodes your dial up password and username and starts downloading other malwares from the Net. For that reason, do NOT download any unknown software, and for the time being, use secure sites for downloading. If, in case it infects your machine, and you are using a dial-up connection, firstly, format your root drive, and then ask your Internet Service Operator to change your password as soon as possible.

Some Experiments with my Camera

In front of the college building, just 2 days ago.

The Indian National Museum, once the palace of Queen Victoria...

Amsterdam in Kolkata...

Not following the Rule of Thirds...

My brother currently reading in 8th standard!

In the month of July, this year, it was shot near Amarabati, at dusk.

Mehendi.. This photo was shot with a cell phone camera.

Sana, my cute neighbour.

Orange rose under the orange sun

Marathon to Mython

Who says cell phone cams are useless?

Flower in the bush

Gray subject

My college friend, Anna.

Bally bridge from the ferry

Replica of the bones of a mammoth, at the Indian National Museum.

Flower-edited.

Zipper

Photography has interested me since I was a child. With old family photos in hand, I would always wonder how they could be bettered, and till today, I grope for a camera whenever I come across a beautiful subject, even a beautiful insect. I find myself interested in the books and journals on the subject. I am not a professional photographer, nor do I want to advertise my photos here. I want to share them with readers and friends. Most of the photos have been shot with an Olympus Digi-cam, not a d-SLR or other high range gears. I had been off for a while, owing to protracted illness, and the weakness following it... Will be back with a new post very soon. Comment if you like the pics, and point out if you didn't like them.

Sudoku and Cigarettes

Sudoku has always been quite a fascinating game for me, since the first time I tried solving one. According to the Wikipedia, Sudoku was popularized in 1986 by the Japanese puzzle company Nikoli, under the name Sudoku, meaning single number. I made my first attempt to solve one when I was in the 10th standard. The first few days, I tried and tried, but when I was midway, through each puzzle, I was lost, lost in the patterns of the digits, in the symmetry of the game. After a few days, so strong its influence was on me, that I eagerly waited for The Telegraph every morning, although I knew well that I had hardly ever solved one completely!

A month later, the long awaited day came when I had solved a Sudoku. For the next few days, it became my favourite column in the newspaper, more favourite than even the Jumbles placed beside the Dennis the Menace one-liners. But why am I mentioning Sudoku here? Isn’t it one of the most popular puzzles ever created? Really, it may not be an achievement worth consideration, but the sense of fulfillment, when you solve one, is awesome. Whenever I sit with one, time seems to fly by fast. It’s because I love the game, and I love it for two particular reasons: one, it requires helluva lot of concentration, and second, the never-give-up attitude has been cultivated within me owing to this puzzle! The Mathematical logic behind the creation of the puzzle is more puzzling. Follow this link if you are interested in the Maths.

And Cigarettes, that same old topic! I shall save my words here (and write a different post some other day, only on fags), though I must mention that I have often felt how hugely they influence me! Whenever I am smoking in solitude, it compels me to think, and think hard over any topic that has been disturbing me, or interesting me and magically find solutions, thus. On the other hand, whenever I am smoking with friends, I feel most of the time, what a waste it can be! Funny, but its true. I am not addicted, but I have started loving nicotine all the same… Does cigarette inspire creativity within you? I would love to read comments from all the smokers who are reading this post.

Puppies For Sale

 

I came across this very-short-story on the internet, and I am sharing it with all here. Comments, even in the form of anecdotes are welcome!



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A farmer had some puppies he needed to sell. He painted a sign advertising the pups and set about nailing it to a post on the edge of his yard. As he was driving the last nail into the post, he felt a tug on his overalls. He looked down into the eyes of a little boy.
Mister," he said, "I want to buy one of your puppies."
Well," said the farmer, as he rubbed the sweat off the back of his neck, "these puppies come from fine parents and cost a good deal of money."
The boy dropped his head for a moment. Then reaching deep into his pocket, he pulled out a handful of change and held it up to the farmer. "I've got thirty-nine cents. Is that enough to take a look?"
Sure," said the farmer.
And with that he let out a whistle,"Here,Dolly!" he called.
But from the doghouse and down the ramp ran Dolly followed by four little balls of fur. The little boy pressed his face against the chain link fence. His eyes danced with delight.
As the dogs made their way to the fence, the little boy noticed something else stirring inside the doghouse. Slowly another little ball appeared; this one noticeably smaller. Down the ramp it slid. Then in a somewhat awkward manner the little pup began hobbling toward the others, doing its best to catch up....
I want that one," the little boy said, pointing to the runt.
The farmer knelt down at the boy's side and said, "Son, you don't want that puppy. He will never be able to run and play with you like these other dogs would."
With that the little boy stepped back from the fence, reached down, and began rolling up one leg of his trousers. In doing so he revealed a steel brace running down both sides of his leg attaching itself to a specially made shoe. Looking back up at the farmer, he said, "You see sir, I don't run too well myself, and he will need Someone who understands."


The world is full of people who need someone who understands.

Some important reflections

 

Of late a lot of things have been occupying my small mind all the time. Things have not been going my way, and it’s struck me with some ideas or urgent requirements in changing my own self for the better. The questions and thoughts which have been haunting me since quite a few days are much more than thoughts actually.

Am I a good person? Am I worth the education that my parents have provided me leaving no stone unturned? Can I be trusted by people close to me? Haven’t I provided all my efforts (most of the time) to win their trust, and then lost it when I should have retained it? Don’t I blame it on them, when I say that they aren’t my good friends (even though, deep at heart, I always know that I am equally or more selfish and superficial to them as they are to me!)

Do I have that strength to fight the odd coming my way, to fight the bad? Or just that sort of a guy, who isn’t bold enough to be bad and wrong, and neither courageous to fight the wrong, but play safe, like ‘clever’ cowards do? Am I into a trivial career-course? Is the field of Computer Science really as vast and endless as it seems, or is it as easy all throughout as it is now? Can I get into a good college for my Master’s? Will this line of profession interest me for the rest 35 years or so? Won’t my first twenty years of life be wasted if the answer to the last question is ‘No’?

Is there anything that interests me permanently? Things seem to capture my attention and impress me pretty easily. But do I continue to give that same amount of attention when that thing is no longer new to me? What is the main reason behind it, which in turn leads to my failure, in most circumstances? Perhaps the main reason is indolence, sluggishness, which is leading to incompetence! Can I ever do away with my laziness?

Is it good to be spiritual, to believe in God? I don’t love to attend parties and social gatherings. Does that make me unsocial, as my friends say? Don’t I need to give a lot more time to my near ones, my parents and my love? Are they happy and satisfied with me? I must admit that I am not happy with them all the time, though I know well that I must be the one for them, as I want them to be for me.